Chapter Fifty Four – Friends, Again!
I spent the morning showering attention
on my guy, trying to ease the tension in his face. (Okay, I admit I always pay attention
to him; but I mean I went the extra mile to show him my affection!) After a while, Rick relaxed and we spent the
rest of the morning hanging out. We
played video games and surfed the internet.
Around noon, Felipe said, “I think I need to get back to our apartment and take care of some things. Greg should be home soon and I want to be there when he arrives. Would you mind dropping me off?”
Around noon, Felipe said, “I think I need to get back to our apartment and take care of some things. Greg should be home soon and I want to be there when he arrives. Would you mind dropping me off?”
Rick said, “Sure. We need to go out and get some groceries
before we start school so we can drop you off on the way.”
Felipe’s request didn’t surprise
me. Since I had overheard them arguing,
Rick and Felipe hadn’t really spoken much to each other. They talked to me and responded to each
other when asked a direct question. It
made things a little uncomfortable for me.
I had overheard enough of their heated discussion to know it was
about me.
After we dropped off Felipe at his
apartment, I said, “Okay, Rick, spill it.
You’ve been acting really weird all day.”
Rick looked kind of sheepish, kind of
like a school boy who had been caught doing something naughty. I tried not to laugh at his expression but I
couldn’t help myself.
“I’m not calling you out, okay. I just want to know why you and Felipe were
arguing about me this morning,” I said.
Rick didn’t respond right away but
seemed to really be concentrating on driving.
We pulled into the Publix parking lot and Rick parked the car and turned
off the engine. He turned to look me in
the eyes. I was surprised to see tears streaming down his cheeks.
“Rick, what’s wrong? “ I asked just a
little alarmed at Rick’s display of emotion.
I was still trying to figure out what was going on with my lover
boy. I took his hand in mine to try to
comfort him. I wiped the tears from his
face with my other hand. “I love you,
Rick. Please tell me what’s going on.”
Rick squeezed my hand. “Felipe told me
he has fallen in love with you and he loves you more than I do.”
I sat in shocked silence. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “Are
you sure that’s what he said?”
“Yes, he told me he was going to do
everything in his power to win you over to him because he thinks I’m just using
you for sex,” Rick responded, looking away from me.
Hearing what Felipe had said made me
very angry! “How dare he say such
things to you? He must be blind! Everyone we know can tell we’re madly
in love with each other. He’s just
jealous because he wants what we have,” I said.
Rick looked at me and managed to
smile. “That’s exactly what I told him. He got angry and started shouting at me.”
“I know. You two woke me up! That’s when I came into the kitchen,” I said, remembering how they had both fallen silent when they saw me.
Rick said, “What he said hurt me deeply,
Glenn. At the time, I didn’t think much
about it; but now it really hurts. I
trusted him and I thought he was our friend.”
“I thought so, too. I think maybe we need to spend some time
away from him. What do you think?” I
asked.
Rick nodded, “Yes, I think that would be
a good idea. Maybe after Greg comes
back, Felipe will have a change of heart and will apologize for his poor
behavior in our home.”
“I agree. I like Felipe and Greg as friends but let me
remind you, Rick,” I said, looking him straight in the eye. “You are my life partner and I love you and
only you. Do you understand me?”
“Yes, I do; but I need you to constantly
remind me. Okay?” Rick asked, pleading
with me to understand his reasons for asking me to do this for him.
“I understand why you need me to remind
you but I need you to also acknowledge I’ve been faithful to you and
always will be. I know sometimes I
flirt with other guys but it’s not intended to hurt you nor is it an indication I want someone else besides you. I
want to do everything I can to help you feel safe and secure in my love for
you,” I said. “So I’m asking you to be
patient with me as well.”
Rick smiled and said, “You’ve got a
deal.” He leaned over and gave me a
passionate kiss.
When we surfaced for air, I said, “We’re going to have to wait before we go in the store. I don’t want to embarrass myself.”
When we surfaced for air, I said, “We’re going to have to wait before we go in the store. I don’t want to embarrass myself.”
Rick grinned as he rubbed my throbbing
dick through the cloth of my shorts. “Why would you be embarrassed? Everyone already knows you’re mine so why
not advertise it?”
“Rick, you will have to go in the store alone
if you keep that up! You are such a
wicked tease!” I exclaimed as Rick’s hand on my dick edged me closer to making
a mess.
Rick stopped just short of getting me
off! “You are so mean to me, Mr.
Lernier!” I shouted at him as he opened the door and got out of the car. “You can’t just go off and leave me in this
condition!”
Rick laughed and stuck his head back
inside the car. “I sure can and I will!”
I looked down at my shorts which now had
a huge wet spot on them. I growled at him, “You’re on your own then. I can’t be seen in public this way!”
Rick replied, “Okay, Babe. I’ll be right back.”
His tight-fitting jeans showed him off
well and I sat drooling as I watched him walking away from the car. The sight of his bubble butt nearly got me
off! I was in a state of heightened
arousal and Rick knew it. He intentionally
left me this way! Damn him! All I could think about in my sex-crazed
state of mind was Rick making love to me.
It was a good thing it wasn’t long before Rick returned because I
wouldn’t have been able to contain myself much longer!
Rick opened the door and got in. He looked over at me and laughed. "I can see that you’re still in hyper-drive!”
I glared at him and said, “No thanks to you.”
“No, you mean thanks to me,” Rick
corrected as he rubbed the inside of my thigh.
I tried to stay mad long enough to let
him know I didn’t like being left high and dry; but his touch was working its
magic on me. I leaned my head back
against the headrest and moaned in pure pleasure; all coherent thought coming
to a halt as Rick began to massage my package.
Rick drove us home and I made a mad dash
for our condo; not wanting anyone to see how aroused I was. Rick followed at a more sedate pace, making
me wait impatiently at our door.
Rick grinned and asked, with raised
eyebrows, “Are we in a hurry?”
“Yes,” I said, rocking back and forth on
the balls of my feet in my excitement.
Rick recognized I was well primed for him and gave me a knowing
look; followed by his infamous wicked grin.
He opened the door and let us in. As we put the groceries away, Rick continued
his strategic assault on my senses, a light touch on my back or a quick kiss as we met at the pantry to put away the
canned goods. When we had the groceries
put away, Rick carried me into our bedroom to execute his very well laid out
plan to seduce me into submission!
*** ***
Felipe unlocked the door to his apartment
and pushed the door open. He walked
inside and closed it behind him. He
leaned against it and shook his head.
He had really messed things up.
He walked over and sat down on the couch and put his head in his hands. He thought over the last few hours with Rick
and Glenn. He knew he had overstepped
his bounds but he had been unable to stop the words from coming out of his
mouth. He loved Glenn and wanted to be
his lover in the worst way. This
morning, jealousy and a sense of righteous indignation had overruled his better
judgment. He knew if Glenn were
his boyfriend, that he would treat him like a king.
He had watched how Rick treated Glenn
during the entire time they were at his parents’ home in Mexico and it made him
angry. Felipe’s love for Glenn was the motivating
force that led him to do his best to make things better even if it meant
upsetting Rick. That morning, he had
started the entire conversation with the intent of reminding Rick to treat
Glenn better than one of his one night stands.
From Felipe’s viewpoint, Rick exhibited the same arrogant and
condescending attitude toward Glenn as many men did toward the women they
picked up in bars and bedded every weekend.
Rick’s whole demeanor irritated Felipe.
The conversation quickly became heated and Felipe had said some things
he now regretted.
He looked up in surprise when the door
opened and Greg appeared in the doorway.
Greg smiled and exclaimed, “Felipe!”
Felipe stood up and threw himself into
Greg’s arms. They kissed passionately as their hands
wandered. Felipe thought to himself, “I
hope I don’t mess this up, too. I just
hope Greg doesn’t figure out that I’m in love with someone else.” Out loud, Felipe said, “I’ve missed you.”
Greg laughed, “I can tell.” He closed the door and took Felipe by the
hand. He led him to their bedroom and
they both stripped out of their clothes.
It wasn’t long before they had satisfied their need for each other.
They lay on the bed with their limbs
intertwined, enjoying the afterglow of their coupling. Felipe ran the tips of fingers through the
hair on Greg’s chest. He looked into
Greg’s eyes and said, “I messed things up with Rick and Glenn today.”
Greg frowned. “How did you do that?”
“I called Rick out about how he treats
Glenn,” Felipe said.
“Why did you do that?” Greg asked.
“I watched Rick treat Glenn like his sex
slave during our entire trip and I had seen enough. Glenn deserves better,” Felipe said,
heatedly.
“But Rick wasn’t doing that before you
guys left,” Greg said.
“I think he was. It’s just that we weren’t around them enough
to witness it. I was with them
practically 24 hours a day for the last few weeks; and I saw a lot of things I
hadn’t seen before,” Felipe said.
Greg said, “But don’t you think they
should work things out between themselves?”
“I thought that at first; however, the
more I saw Rick treat Glenn that way, the more I wanted Glenn to dump Rick,”
Felipe said.
“Maybe you should stay away from them
for a while and let things cool down a bit,” Greg said.
Felipe nodded his head in
agreement. “You’re right, Greg. I’m very glad you’re back. I missed you.”
They kissed and their passion for each
other re-ignited and grew to an all-consuming flame.
*** ***
We started our classes on Monday. This time I had physics, Spanish, another
calculus class, and English. The
English teacher was Mrs. Rao. She was a
petite woman about 40 years of age.
Both she and her husband taught English at the university. She wore a traditional sari that was bright
red and white. She had a red ruby
shaped mark in the middle of her forehead.
Her dark brown eyes peered back at me from under heavy black eyebrows. She had jet black hair that was braided and
fell down her back. As I watched her at
the front of the classroom, I realized her hair was super long. I mean it fell all the way to the ground and
she had a considerable length of it she carried over her arm.
She introduced herself to the class in
heavily accented English. “I’m Mrs.
Rao. I am from New Delhi, India. Before anyone asks,” she said unrolling her
hair from off of her arm. “This is my
real hair. It has never been cut. Now that I have satisfied your curiosity,
let’s get down to the business at hand.”
She outlined her expectations of us and
went over the syllabus. By the time
class was over, I was sure I was going to hate English!
Rick found me just outside my
classroom. “I came to walk you to
class.”
I grinned and said, “Why, Mr. Lernier,
how kind of you to help me find my way to my next class.”
Rick smiled and asked, “How was your
English class?”
“It was terrible! Mrs. Rao is a demon in a human body! Just look at this syllabus!” I handed him the paper and he scanned it.
“She does appear to be out to prove a
point,” Rick said.
“And what point might that be?” I asked
with raised eyebrows.
“That you freshman need to be humbled,”
Rick said, laughing.
“It’s not fair, Rick. I don’t need to write an essay every day for
the entire semester! I’m going to see
if I can get into a different English class,” I said.
“Good luck with that,” Rick said. “The only other English class that is
available is being taught by her husband.
If you thought Mrs. Rao is bad, wait until you have her husband as a
professor.”
“He can’t be as bad as she is,” I said,
in horrified disbelief.
“Oh, believe me, Glenn. You can’t even understand a word he says
because his accent is so strong. He
claims to be speaking English but I’d swear it was a foreign language,” Rick
said.
I started to whine. “Rick, I have Dr. Liang for calculus. I barely understood him this morning. I hope I never have to speak with him about
anything. His English is non-existent!”
“Get used to it, Glenn,” Rick said. “Many of the professors here are from other
countries.”
I shook my head in despair. “What am I going to do?”
“You will work hard and I will help you
as much as I can,” Rick said. He pulled
me into an alcove, making sure we weren’t seen and gave me a quick kiss. “Don’t get discouraged, Babe. I know it seems overwhelming right now; but
I promise you it will get better.”
I smiled up at him and said, “Thank you
for trying to cheer me up.”
Rick said, “Our Spanish class is right
here.” He pointed to the building in
front of us. “I don’t know how you
managed to convince me to take another Spanish class.” He smiled and ruffled my hair.
“Maybe it’s because you love me,” I
said, grinning at him.
We walked into the classroom and Rick
took a quick look around. “It looks
like Felipe didn’t sign up for this class.”
“I know he registered for it. I saw his schedule,” I said. “Maybe he changed his schedule after the
argument you had.”
“Maybe,” Rick said. “It wouldn’t hurt my feelings if we never
see him again.”
I looked over at Rick and said, “I know how
you feel. I’m still pretty steamed
about what he said to you.”
Rick said, with his voice full of anger,
“So am I.”
Our conversation was interrupted when
the professor began his lecture. By the
end of the class, I felt like my head was going to pop. Listening to Professor Jones’ accent was
driving me crazy. He butchered the
language so badly it was hardly recognizable as being Spanish.
When the professor had left the
classroom, Rick leaned over and asked, “Do I sound like that when I speak
Spanish?”
I shook my head vigorously in the
negative. “Absolutely not!”
“I don’t know how he managed to land a
teaching job in the Spanish department with an accent like that,” Rick said.
“Let’s just say we had better not learn
how to speak Spanish like him,” I said.
“You’ve got that right,” Rick said.
We stood up and walked out of the
classroom. We had just exited the building
when Greg came up to us. “Hey,
guys! How was your vacation?”
Rick answered, “We had a great time.”
I confirmed what Rick said. “We saw a lot of interesting things.”
Greg said, “I’m glad you had a good
time. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to go.”
“How did things go at home?” Rick asked.
“Okay, I guess, given the
circumstances,” Greg said, a look of sadness crossing his face.
“We’re sorry to hear about your
grandmother,” I said.
Greg said, “Thank you for your
sympathy. It’s been pretty rough at
home.”
I asked, “Hey, what happened to
Felipe? I thought he was taking Spanish
with us.”
Greg glanced at Rick and then answered,
“I told Felipe to withdraw from the class.
He told me what happened between him and Rick. I suggested he stay away from you guys
for a while to let things cool down a bit.”
The expression on Rick’s face showed he
was still very angry about the whole situation. “That was a good idea, Greg. Thank you for looking out for us.”
Greg said, “I did it for all of
you. You are my friends and I don’t
like the fact you’re arguing with each other.”
Rick looked at Greg through narrowed
eyes and asked, “What exactly did Felipe tell you?” Greg narrated for us what Felipe had related
to him about the argument. When he had
finished, Rick asked, “Did he tell you why he was so interested in how I treat
Glenn?”
Greg hesitated before answering, as if
sensing there was a huge chasm at his feet.
“Only that he was concerned for Glenn’s welfare.”
I looked at Rick and said, “Rick, please
don’t say anything else. Don’t make
things worse by repeating everything Felipe said.”
Rick returned my gaze, his eyes blazing
with fury. “I think Greg deserves to
know exactly what Felipe said to me and not only that; I think he needs to know
what went on in Mexico.”
I put a finger to his lips and said,
“Rick, you are speaking out of anger.
Think about what you are doing.
Are you seeking vengeance for your hurt pride? Or do you really have Greg’s best interests
in mind?” Rick continued to hold my
gaze. I said, “Please don’t do
this. Greg doesn’t deserve to be
treated so shabbily by us.”
Rick finally relented and nodded his
head. “You’re right, Glenn. I’m sorry, Greg.”
Greg had watched us very carefully and
tried to follow the conversation. It
was readily apparent he was a little confused and more than a little
curious. I said, “Greg, it isn’t our
place to be talking to you about your boyfriend behind his back. You need to talk to Felipe and work things
out with him. As for our part, I think giving ourselves some breathing room is the best course of action for
now. After the emotions have died down, permitting logic and reason to return to the stage, we can get together to work
out our differences.”
Greg looked from me to Rick and back to
me. “Okay. I hope we can still be friends.”
Rick smiled and said, “Yes, we can still
be friends.”
Greg returned Rick’s smile. “I’ll see you guys around.” Greg left us and we turned and walked
towards the parking deck to retrieve Rick’s car.
*** ***
The remainder of the semester went by quickly and I managed to pull decent grades our of my classes; despite my misgivings at the beginning of the semester. We didn’t see much of Felipe or Greg. I think Felipe knew he had crossed a line he
shouldn’t have and didn’t know how to apologize without looking the fool. Just before spring break, I was totally
surprised when Felipe walked up to me on campus and asked if we could talk.
“Sure, but I want Rick to be with us
when we talk,” I said.
Felipe looked surprised, “Can’t we talk
alone?”
“No, Felipe, not after what you had to
say to Rick the last time you were at our home. What you did was wrong! Rick is a very sensitive individual and what
you said to him hurt him very deeply. I
love him too much to see him hurt like that.
You have to understand you can’t come into our home and behave that
way. Our home is a refuge from all the
bad things in the world and I am still deeply offended you brought anger
and hurt into our home, especially since we considered you our friend and we
trusted you,” I said.
Felipe hung his head and looked at the
ground. “You’re right, Glenn. I was out
of line but I don’t know what to say to Rick that won’t make things worse.”
“I think a simple apology would do the
trick, Felipe, and a promise to never, ever say or do anything that would hurt
Rick or I, again,” I said with a slight edge to my voice. I jumped as Rick slid his arms around my
waist.
Rick laughed and nibbled on my ear. “You
shouldn’t be so jumpy, Glenn. It’s just
me!”
I leaned back against Rick. “I know but
you should at least give me some warning next time. Felipe would like to talk with us. Is that okay?”
Rick looked over at Felipe and said, “I guess; but
let’s go find a place to eat lunch. I’m
starving.” As if to prove his point,
his stomach rumbled loudly!
Felipe and I burst out laughing. I said, “Okay, we believe you.”
We walked to a local deli and sat down
with a sandwich and soda. When we were
settled, I asked, “Okay, Felipe, what did you want to say to us?”
Felipe looked kind of nervous. He finally met Rick's gaze and said, “I’m
sorry Rick for being such a jerk to you.
I shouldn’t have said those things to you and I behaved very badly last
time we were together. Can you give me
a second chance?”
Rick didn’t answer right away. In fact, he waited so long to respond I
reached over and took his hand in mine trying to encourage him to speak. I looked over at my lover boy and saw he was
trying not to get choked up.
I asked, “Felipe, what assurance do we
have you really mean what you say?”
Felipe shrugged, “I don’t have any other
way to prove I’m sorry other than to say it. That’s partly why I wanted to talk to
you. Greg dumped me for another guy
last night. He said I was a good
fuck but he’d found his soul mate and was moving in with him. It made me realize what an idiot I’d been
for saying those things to Rick. I know you really love each other and I want what you have. I guess I was pretty jealous of you both and
still am. With Greg’s departure, I
don’t have any friends here except you two.
I was hoping I could make amends and that we could be friends, again.”
Rick finally spoke, “We can be friends,
again, but you will have to earn our trust since you completely destroyed it
with what you said to me. You’ve freely
admitted you’re still envious of the love Glenn and I share for each
other. How do we know you won’t
continue to try to sabotage what we have?”
Felipe looked at his plate for a good
while. Rick and I continued to eat our
lunch as we waited for Felipe’s reply. He looked up at us and said, “I won’t do
anything to harm either of you. I value
your friendship and as much as I would like to be more than just a friend, I
realize I would lose even your friendship if I did anything to hurt either
of you.”
Rick said, “I’m okay with starting out
doing things together; but outside our home until we can see that we can truly
trust you.”
Felipe nodded, “Okay. That’s fine with me. I’ve returned to my old dorm room so I won’t
have to stay with you guys. I never gave
up my room even though I was staying with Greg. Are you guys up for playing some racquetball
or going for a workout tomorrow?”
“Sure, let’s hit the weights tomorrow,”
I said.
We shook on it as we left the restaurant
and went our separate ways.
I kept looking for the perfect guy for
Felipe without much luck. For spring
break, we went to Hilton Head Island, South Carolina. Rick and I went alone this time as Felipe
flew home, again, to help his Dad. Time
seemed to stand still for us. I’ve
never felt so close to anyone in my life.
Rick is so perfect for me.
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